Sheila Rahim
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The tears of love
It wasnt the normal day I had wished. It was the day you say goodbye. Goodbye to the lovely memories we had. I knew there was no path.I knew it was coming.Didnt knew it was that early.Miss the smile.The laughs.The jokes.The night of confession.The night you hold my hand throughout the journey.The look in your eyes when you say you love me.I knew it was all meant to be said but nothing can be done.We know what we are getting ourselves into. But still that didnt stop us from saying our true feelings in our heart.When you took my hand and smile, that meant alot.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong,but sometimes it is letting it go.
I stand by the side and look upon the memories.Listening to the songs that you gave. Cant help it but tears flowing…It kept on flowing on flowing. It was a silence night. I felt like shouting and asking for help.Why is god so unfair to me?Why cant I be the one?And why cant you be the one?
When you are deeply in love,heartbreak can be traumatic.If you are going through a period of heartbreak, you must accept the fact that life goes on and so must you.Face those feelings of rejection and anger by acknowledging them,dealing with them, and then achieving closure.~ryte.Easy say than done.
The last hug meant everything.Somehow the heart came crashing and shattered into pieces. So thank you.For the memories,the joy.Most important the love that you had showered. I will never forget it till my last minute in this world.
Till then.~
Only when we give joyfully, without hesitation or thought of gain, can we truly know what love means.
To all my friends, who have been asking how’s my life and whether I still make lame jokes and cant stop laughing 24/7, here I am. I realised that my old blog was so dead. So stop asking how my life is. Becoz it has been a joyous one for me. And , the answer to the question, yes, I am still with Shahreza Darwis. I know I got a bad habit of not replying to SMSes, or picking up calls.Well the habit is still in me. Something just made me to start blogging again. I think someone inspire me to do so. Yes. Thats you.
Well,back to reality,working has been one hella ride. AND i mean it. Face-booking every off days is a waste of time and I would spend like hours without eating and toilet-ing clicking on the pointless quizez.
Today was the day to meet up with my girlfriends from outer space, but I totally forgot about it. Sorry~! Some much things inside my mind now. Especially that someone. We will make it happen again another time. Tmrw will be the last day till I finally get to enjoy my leave.And also waiting patiently for Lady Gaga’s concert.
Trip over love, you can get up.Fall in love and you fall forever.